Saturday, November 22, 2008

masochist.

i say this time it will not happen again. fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. but i am aware of what is going on. you hurt me continuously but i want more. sure, you are nice outwardly, but i know the mind games entailed. you are not nice; you are very mean. this may surprise you. am i masochistic? perhaps. or maybe it's kind of like when they say that bad attention is better than no attention at all. i don't understand. i just want your attention. somehow you have tricked me into believing that having your attention makes me special in a way. i am quite aware that i am a fool, no need to remind me. oh, and if you think this is about you, it probably isn't.

download, for your empathetic pleasures: "I Don't Want To Get Over You" by The Magnetic Fields

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